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[Tuesday
January 24th, 2006
5:26am] |
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Well today just isnt a good day =[ I broke up with Josh (again) Well I mean if I didnt hear all the shit I do maybe me and Josh would work and if he wasnt such an asshole. But I can see that wont ever change whats that old saying "Never Can Never Will" Yeah that should be dedicated to Josh. But I cant complain i mean he is giving me the most awesome experience a girl could ever have! And I love him for that and I guess I probably always will. But thats enough for today I`m going to eat and go to bed..
<3Courtney
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[Sunday
December 25th, 2005
3:47am] |
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Damnit, I should really write in here more often!
Well my life is on the edge right about now.
Josh and I just made it clear to my grandparents
when break started that I was having a baby.
There aren`t very happy right about now!
But I will make it of course.
Josh is being a little dick-head tonight of course.
But thats a usual thing with him.
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[Saturday
November 12th, 2005
1:11pm] |
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Hey guys! Well I have alot to write, well last night I was in the hospital Joshy was with me all night thank goodness I wouldn`t have made it without him there sitting on the bed holding my hand through most of it. Ugh I just love him so much.. Seriously like Josh means everything in the whole world to me and damn if I lost him, I seriously have no idea of what I would do.
Whenever we fight, OMG! It`s so crazy how we fight because like we both dont understand how two people that love eachother as much as we love eachother can fight so damn much. When we fight its like both of our hearts are crashing down together, we are that close.
So Josh and I made an agreement this morning when we got back from the hospital that we would try our hardest not to fight, because it hurts so bad when we do. But everyones getting bored with hearing about my life, but Josh is my whole entire life.
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[Monday
October 31st, 2005
6:46pm] |
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Well it`s Halloween, And I`ve been watching my papa scare people all night with Joshy =] But thats pretty gay.
The only good thing is that I get so spend everyday of my life with the only person in the world I love the most. My baby Josh, I swear to god whenever I`m down or sad that boy can always put a smile on my face. Make sure you all come to our wedding!!!! 7/7/06, that`s our wedding day so you bitches better not miss out because my party is going to be the most awesome party that you guys have ever been to in your life.
Well I have to go Josh is getting mad cos I`m still on here.
<3Court
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[Sunday
October 30th, 2005
7:23pm] |
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Hey Everyone!
God I havent wrote in here in a while. Well I am still happily with Josh =] We are soon to be married next year!!! :-) YAY!!! I cant wait well thats all thats going on in my life for now guys!
Love you all =]
<3Court
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[Monday
July 18th, 2005
1:31am] |
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ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY MAN!!!!
FUCK GUYS ITS MY FUCKIN BIRTHDAY MAN! =]
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[Sunday
July 17th, 2005
12:20am] |
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Well yesterday I went to Joshs for this party thing and let me tell ya it was great. Haha, fucking I took Steffani got so fucking drunk, ugh it was the best night ever and on top of that it was mine and Josh`s four months of being together and that made me even mroe happy he makes me very happy. I love that boy so fucking much...haha! Oh yeah did I tell you guys Timmy and Steven got to see some tittes, Hahahahaha! =]
But Do not I repeat do NOT forget my birthday on monday call me and say happy 15th Birthday Courtney!!!
635-2906.
But yet today has been shitty, but I really dont feel like going into details ;-)
I LOVE YOU GUYS =]
<3Courtney
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[Tuesday
July 12th, 2005
7:01pm] |
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Well me and Josh are doing great...Ive been over there all damn day;-) yeah it was great, we had some fun. But that shit is over-rated. Lol! umm fucking other than Josh my life is fucking shitty ass hell.
My fucking mom is starting her shit with pills again, Got her ass whooped by my sisters dads girlfriend. Then she had the nerve to show up at a fucking bar and get her ass whooped by another chick.
But enough with the fucking drama, Josh has got me thinking some fuckin positive thoughts or some shit goin on in my head..Lol!!!
- DONT FORGET MY BIRTHDAY!!!!If you want to party with me you need to get a hold of me or somethin, cos the party isnt gonna go on for ever.
But Im about to go and chat now.
LOVE YA`S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3Courtney
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[Monday
July 11th, 2005
12:05am] |
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Well tonight Josh is spending the night with me;-) yeah fun! fun! umm my life has been alright so far. My birthday is coming up soon and I cant wait for real its going to be alot of fun, Veronica is coming up and she is going to party with me and Josh is going to be with me and whoever else wants to come is going to be with me. Hell yeah this is going to be great. Well Josh wants on now, so I love ya....bye
<3Courtney
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[Sunday
July 10th, 2005
1:48am] |
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WoW!
I havent wrote in here in a long ass time.
Me and Josh are doing great we will being going on four months on the 15th.
Don`t forget about my birthday July 18th.
It`s going to be kickass whoever wants to go shoud give me a rangle. We will be going upnorth, Hell yeah!
Lol, well Im bored and about to call Josh,
Ill write more about my life when I have time.
<3Courtney
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[Wednesday
June 22nd, 2005
5:10pm] |
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WOW! I havent wrote in here for a while.
Yeah me and Josh are doing great, I love him so much!!! ("Hit the breaks.") Yeah thats an inside joke between me and him...lol
Well umm since the summer started I have been hanging out with Ray, yeah me and her have alot of good times together!
But yet shes mad because Steffani is coming over tonight?
Which I have no idea why...But hopefully she wont stay mad.
Nothing really is new in my life. So Im going to go and wait for Steff to get here!!!
LOVE YA!
<3Courtney
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[Tuesday
June 7th, 2005
10:42pm] |
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Well over the weekend I went to hometown days of course and then I stayed with Ray one night over the weekend yeah that was a blast!!!
Today I went over Josh`s house and yes of course I had fun there....I love him so so so so much its scary...lol..Well its late and I want to go to bed.
lots of love.
<3Courtney
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[Saturday
June 4th, 2005
1:47am] |
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Well today I went to hometown days...Yeah it was alright, But atleast I got to see my baby, Josh
But its late and Im tired talk to you later bitches.
<3Courtney
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[Monday
May 30th, 2005
7:30pm] |
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I love Josh. Sex is good! GO JOSH! Yeah hes the man.....Woo Hoo!Vice Lord for life...Flint Town West Side. (Josh wrote that)....Talk to you girls later!!!!
<3Court
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[Sunday
May 29th, 2005
5:25pm] |
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Well today Josh and Timmy came over yeah it was great...We have some memories there boys!:-D
yesterday I went to see my mom, Josh and Timmy had to do some things for her but that was all good. Yeah some good memories last night too (JOSH).
WOW....this is really gay, So I want to do something else..lol.
Peace out bitches:-D
<3Courtney
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[Friday
May 27th, 2005
9:23pm] |
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Well today and yesterday were no that great except for I got to see my baby! But then I got into some trouble but Im not going to go into that:-D But Im tired and I have to wake up early to go and see my little sisters baby brother YAY!! He was just born today woo hoo Im excited....lol
I will update whenever I get the chance.
<33Courtney
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[Wednesday
May 25th, 2005
9:52pm] |
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It seems like everyday is the same...It seems like no one cares no one changes everyone is always the same and thats really hard because people can be so wonderful and so sweet, nice, you know what I mean and yeah its that same shit with my grandma too she seems so nice and just so wonderful but yet no one, is and my question is why do people have to act like they are someone else and not act like the real person they are? But who cares???? Obviously everyone is very very very fake...I mean there are people out there with alot of problems and people that dont have any but the people that do have problems there are the ones who dont act fake but the people without the problems act Fake!!!!
Just like MY FUCKING FRIENDS! Well USED to be friends and they know exactly who they are they were always there and always had time to talk and what really hurts is that people can be so blind like me and not see who they really are and know that they are just seeking the friendship of someone else. And the friends that are like that you will see that they are: FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! dumbass fucking people.
enough of my drama I will update when I have something IMPORTANT to say:-D
<3Courtney
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[Thursday
May 19th, 2005
9:02pm] |
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Pretty Ricky, Grind On Me! |
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I love Josh...Even though he fucked up! But I really do love him.
Yeah Im riding the bus home with Ray tomorrow..WHOO HOO!!! Im excited:-D But yeah I guess Josh and Steven are going to meet us there. Then we are going to go back to Ray`s house and have a bon fire and just yeah have a fucking blast!!!!!
Well I will update tomorrow when I have time if I even do have the time if not then some other time:-D
<3Courtney
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